So I have been gone for awhile now. I have had a lot on my plate and a lot on my mind. The struggles of life can really bring a person down. I have had my fair share of struggles lately. I have moments where I let them get the best of me...and I have moments where I don't let them bother me at all...I keep on moving. I can honestly say right now I have let it get the best of me more then ever. I have never been one to give up. I keep it moving until I physically can not go on anymore. Well that is where I am at right now....Or where I was recently. I reached my breaking point. I was ready to give up. My faith was slowly slipping away. I had let what I believe in so much slip away from me and since I let it slip away I had forgotten it. I had broken down and was letting the devil get the best of me. I was taking my frustrations and sorrows out on all the people I love and I started to bottle stuff up and since I started to do this I started to get depressed and I started to keep to myself. I started blocking out anyone I loved, including my husband. My Husband was able to bring me back to reality. God had a plan for us all, we may not know why we have to go thru things at the time that they happen to us...But God knows and it is all part of his plan. We will understand the reasoning behind it all one day...Until that day comes along....Keep on Moving, Never Lose Faith...Let Go and Let God Handle it....Its all apart of a bigger plan.
This song is a good reminder that he is always with us...Even when we think hes not.
Meredith Andrews - Can Anybody Hear Me (2009 Video & Lyrics)
I am grateful for the life I have and for the children I was blessed with...Some people aren't as lucky as I have been. When life throws us a curve ball, we tend to forget all the blessing we have. Enjoy them and Cherish every Moment.......
Live, Laugh and Love
Amanda
